I am who I am: A poem

Hai Guys,
Okay my fellow Blogians. I don't know if you know it but I am a poet (I hate rhymes. I hate them) Anyways this is a poem I wrote today
Enjoy!


I’m not the person that you want me to be
and I don’t think it’ll ever happen
that fictional character you’ve created for me in your mind
Is only a dream that won’t come true.
sure I’m a little crazy, and sure I can’t always think straight
But I am who I am and who says thoughts have to be in straight lines anyways
I don’t want to be disappointment
But if that’s what I am to you
A rainbow haired, foolish girl who won’t live up to your expectations
Then drop that bar because it’s not going to happen
I’m tired of reaching out and grabbing at something that is above my head
and yes, that was a short joke
and yes I laugh at those too.
So Sure I’m a little off balance and sure I like it barefoot
But I am who I am and those shoes are prisons for your feet so why wear them anyways
I believe in Nargles
and I remember the memories given to me by those I’ve lost
I think carrots are magical
and music is momentous
I believe in magic and fairies
and I’m still a child underneath so please don’t break me.
And sure I cover my face in makeup and sure I jingle when I walk
But I am who I am and jingling is a fun way to express your feelings
My parents are always there for me
I have a family like everyone else
I use mouthwash and sometimes I floss in between for hours just for fun
And I read fantasy and disappear for hours
Can you believe that people can be so judgmental?
So sure I drink monsters often and sure I wish I had a moustache
But I am who I am and moustaches are awesome so keep laughing
Now I can’t honestly say that Ill change
but I know that I’ve thought about it.
Your words and actions hurt when you
attack, or whatever you want to call it
I’m not calling myself a victim
Because I don’t want to be just another one
I want to be normal but I know it’s not going to happen
Just like that dream you have
Of me being the perfect girl.
Because I enjoy the unreal
And I believe in the fake and false
I’m a gullible person
who is sure of very few things
But I’m sure that I love cookies and that I can’t stop thinking about you sometimes
and I am who I am and you are constantly in my mind
I am who I am
And whatever that is, whatever I am
Is what I want to be. I want to be me.


Peace in (not out) and keep on being oddsome

Max

Frankenstein and Wicked

Hai Guys! 

yeah there is a connection with the title I swear! AND SO HERE IT IS ALL MY FELLOW BLOGIANS, the grand unveiling of the connection between the two things in the title. Plays and Musicals. 

To start off with the first, Frankenstein:

I think to start one should start with the beginning and so the beginning is that in ninth grade my friend Hannah and I started the drama elective at our school DSST, it was the first elective that was a student run thing and was actually art based. So we didn't think it would amount to anything incredibly big, but this year they hired a drama teacher to come and teach at our school. We now are putting on the first ever production of Frankenstein: a modern retelling, written and directed by G.M Thompson. So that's where the first part comes in with all its grim and eerie awesomeness (come see it if you can this Friday or Saturday at Denver School of Science and Technology, five dollar entrance fee. doors open at 7 show starts at 7:30. its a blast!) And now for the second part. 

Wicked.
I again think to start I should start at the very beginning, for it is a very good place to start. I went to see the musical Wicked with my mother on April 18th and it was simply amazing. After the show she bought me a shirt. They were having this kind of raffle for charity (Broadway Cares is the name of it) and I managed to persuade my mother to buy one of the 20 dollar tickets. These tickets were to be able to walk onstage with the cast of Wicked on Thursday the 26th. I put my name is once, and a few days later received a call. I won. And so tonight I was on stage five times with the cast, I had a costume, I got two free tickets for my parents and I got to watch the entire show from backstage with the cast and crew of Wicked. I have so many stories from it. I got to celebrate Fiyero's birthday (Happy 22nd to Andy Kelso {Fiyero}) and had my very own dressing room area. I was treated so kindly by everyone and got suggestions on how to start being a part of the backstage or even onstage process through the DCPA. 
So even though I missed Frankenstein's second production night I was able to be onstage with the cast of Wicked. I have pictures that I will upload when I find the gosh damn cord to my gosh damn camera. 


It was the most amazing night, if you have any questions or want to hear a story or two, just comment and you shall receive. 

Frankenstein and Wicked to everyone! 


Peace in (not out) and keep on being Oddsome 

Max 

Fibonacci Sequence and Momentyness

Hai guys!
Have you ever just had this nervous tick that you cant seem to get rid of? Well mine recently has seemed to be the Fibonacci Sequence. My mind just goes over and over and over it all the time. Even had a dream about it the other night. I was sitting in a completely dark room, surrounded by 13 candles (a fibonacci number) reciting the sequence up to the point where my brain knows it. 

So seeing as I had this dream, and I remembered it today, I decided to spend what free time I had doing the Fibonacci sequence to as far as I could. And well guys, I made it to the 300th digit of the sequence 

which in case you wanted to know is: 222,232,244,629,420,445,529,739,893,461,909,967,206,666,939,096,499,764,990,979,600 (Yeah I managed to do that like a boss today, cause I'm cool right?). 

Other than that I had a pretty good day. I went a baseball game and froze my ass off. No ,seriously guys, I don't have an ass now, it was that cold. that my ass literally fell off. Okay so that might be an exaggeration but still, it was really cold. 

Then we went out to dinner, and I got tea, which was delicious. Have you ever just drank a glass of tea and felt like everything is going to be amazing for the rest of the day 

Guys! I have dreams of Orca whales and Dinosaurs. 

^Pardon my random moment, I'm feeling momenty today, which means that my day has been filled with all kinds of random moments. Like talking in Lyrics. Which seems to happen quite frequently when I talk to my self. 

I also just changed this entire post into this super cool font that makes me feel like I am typing on a typewriter, man if I could own a type writer. 

Some food for thought: WHY IS IT CALLED FOOD FOR THOUGHT!?  that's not it, my food for thought of the day is why are people discriminated against as much as they are? Is it because it is human nature or is it a conscious choice

As you may have noticed in the title there is a new word, that I plan on coining along with the word Oddsome, its called Momentyness

Its a derivative of Momenty, which is an emotion: a state of feeling like you are going to have a lot of random times in the near future. 

Well I think that is it for this exact moment. 

Peace in (not out) and keep being Oddsome!

Max

Crunches and Annoyance

Hai guys!
long time no talk and such, how have you been? I hope you've been oddsome. This post is just some thoughts I had last night at my friends party.
Things like, why is crunch called time called crunch time. are we doing a bunch of ab aching muscle workouts? or is more like captain crunch (awesome cereal by the way).
Or like how I seem to get myself stuck on one particular song and can't stop listening to it over and over and over again and then it suddenly starts annoying me and that makes me sad. I wish it didn't annoy me. Maybe I should listen to it less. But then you hear it and you're like THIS IS THE MOST AWESOME SONG EVER!!!
or like what in the world is the point of apostrophes. they're so...annoying.
i guess this is about things that annoy me now, so I think Ill go on about that, oh! this is the perfect time for a list!

• Children. I dislike them. they're soo.....breakable and squishy looking. I mean like they are a giant glob of flesh that eats and poops then cries about it. Its quite terrifying.
• When people say rubbish as a term for garbage, just really gets my goat. 
• the saying "gets my goat" such an annoying term/phrasing for the word annoying. And Yes, I do know that I just used it, not the point. 
• Cheaters. They make my hear hurt and seriously, what they do is just wrong. WRONG I TELL YOU. 
• smiley face emoticons. No, not like this :) or :D, I mean the ones that turn into things and you just want to tell them to stay put but noooooo they don't want to listen to you. 
• Robotic Cowboys. 
• When my phone or ipod dies in the middle of something of super importance. It sucks so much. 
• Long lists. 

And thats the end of them. (that is a blatant lie) but I cant stand lists so I had to stop. 
That list (as terrible as it was) made me realize I am a super hypocrite. Ah, Se la vie. So is life, for those who did not know that it meant.

tell me about some annoyances. Or don't. Cause that's just as cool.

Sparkles and Tophats to everyone.
Peace in (not out) and keep being Oddsome!

Max

Love and Donuts

Hai Guys
So I cant honestly say that I have a reason to post other than to attempt to sound smart. You know, because its a nice thing to sound like, or so I've heard.
Anyways. I was in a conversation the other day. The topic was something along the lines of love and truth and such, in other words true love. I was considered cynical (as usual) for believing that true love doesn't actually exist. Neither does love at first sight.
Its all just lust, its like the connection between a zombie and a giant hunk of moving flesh, or a human whatever you want to call them. You cant love someone at first sight, in order to do that you need to know what love is and seeing as love is just falsity that has been placed into our heads by hallmark then we cannot say that we have actually felt love.
Sadly I believe that there are too many people that throw around the word love. I cannot say that I am not one of them, because society has just made it so that when someone says it you say it back, it doesn't matter if the feeling is there at not. Which is why would have to be careful when talking about love. Else you manage to screw someone over.
On the topic of screwing someone over I managed to do that with donuts the other day. Not really screw someone over with them but made things really awkward. Started off in the morning with my boyfriend, eating some donuts. My friend asked for one and I gave her one, I think. Not really important.
After school I was hanging out with friends, and one of those friends happens to be an Ex of mine. Which in the first place made things awkward for my current boyfriend. After that I spent the entire time flirting, using donuts as my gateway, with my Ex. Which in the end managed to make things even worse.
A large fight occurred, but again that doesn't really matter. Thing that I learned however is that donuts are dangerous.

THOUGH I suppose everything can be chalked up to "KrispyKremes are dangerous" seeing as they aren't real donuts.
That's another argument I got into with someone on that same day.
They really aren't donuts, because if you can eat an entire two dozen donuts like you can with Krispy Kremes then they aren't real donuts. A doughnut is supposed to make you full after you eat like 1-4. Therefore because of their lightness they are not doughnuts.
Well my supposed to be smart rant turned into a talk about love and donuts. So I suppose it wasn't a smart rant but a sign that I'm hungry.

Love and Donuts to all

Peace in (not out) and keep being oddsome.
Max

Phognome

Hai Guys!
So today was quite an experience! I went to mars, and the depths of the rain forest, to where dinosaurs where (Shizz had a magical blast) and under water. I went on a major exploration with my friends in an epic search for gnomes.
I just hope to let you know this is how I see the world. as a new place and always an adventure. Because what fun is life if your not enjoying it? No fun at all I tell you. Which is why I make my life an adventure when ever I can.
Anyways back to today's adventure. In our search for gnomes we stumbled upon butterflies that flit and fluttered on the most beautiful of flowers. Then there were gnomes in space. Hidden in the crevasses on mars. As we continued on out magical adventure we found a gnome with a bunch of magical birds that were perching in their nests. then there was also the dinosaurs
And oh how wonderful the dinosaurs were. There were large majestic creatures that roamed around the planet, just doing their thing. sometimes you could hear them rawr. or watch them fight in the distance while hiding behind some bushes or under the water.
As we walked along we found a gnome riding a dinosaur, it was beautiful and wonderful and hilarious all at the same time.

Now Welcome to how I see things but can anyone guess where I went on this magical gnome hunt, where I found and saw the most magical of being and creatures?

Peace in (not out) and keep being oddsome

P.S. Phognome is a word that means the search for gnomes but you can use it as anything "Oh Phognome" "Hey phognome!"
Its just that oddsome. Its pronounced F-uh-no-m

Planet Oddsome

Hai Guys,
I just got back from an adventure! An adventure to Planet Oddsome, which in my discovery is an amazing planet to visit, filled with the most magical of creatures.
Like the very last of the great Wangdoodles, which are kind of like moose, but can speak and wear slippers that grow on trees and sparkle.
Or the magical peaches that bounce as high as super bouncy balls! and there are flying people and walking trees and magic of the elves is sprinkled all over the planet (which is of course why it floats in the air-duh).
There's also a bunch of people on  Planet Oddsome. They're skin can change colors so no one is segregated against and they can do whatever they want, like fly and sing...or dance or jump or swim the rivers or have super powers. Did I mention that on Planet Oddsome everyone has super powers?
Okay so in all reality I spent most of this break and such attempting to relax in the company of friends. there was much discussion of visiting Planet Oddsome though, so it a place that we can all go, and I mean  all of us. You are all welcome to join me and my crazy oddness on Planet Oddsome.

This weekend was an interesting one, my friends I spent a bunch of time together and played some hard core slap jack (it hurt). I think I have spent so much money on things like food this past weekend that it isn't even funny. Well it kind of is.
I also did a lot of...well nothing. Its been a long weekend  and I think I figured out something that all children and teenagers and potentially even all adults have a problem doing. when given fie days of relaxation, we do nothing. Not even relax we just are bored the entire time.

I think that today I am going to change that..you know, after I finish this episode of Death Note...Or maybe an episode after this one...hm.

Have a wonderful day
Popcorn and sunshine to everyone

Peace in (not out) and keep being oddsome!